The middle-of-the-night ramblings of a nearly middle aged, newly single, mostly normal, healthy female. I'm a mom. I'm a hot mess a lot of the time. I drink a little, I smoke more than I should and for an educated woman, I use the word Fuck a lot more often than is probably necessary. And I think a lot. I'm trying to figure some shit out. Sometimes, I like to put my figurings down in writing because if I can just get it out of my head, maybe I can deal with it a little better.